Ughh, I cant STAND this!!!!

Hi.
There was the dance today and Nic went! I did too. These girls all formed a circle around him and he danced. He looked crazy! Kind of. I cant really explain it. Then he did this sort of bootie shake-ish thingie, and I ran. It was so overwhelming; him being so completely adorable and perfect, yet so out of reach! I mean, there was a whole crowd of girls that would go out with him anyday and are popular. And he barely even looks at me, let alone talks to be. He's not even going to this school next year. I dont want to like him, he's causing me so much emotional trouble, but I cant help it. And even when I was doing that Bluebird thing, he just had to show every single note to Kimberly and all those jerks, didn't he! She's going out with Austin, get over her!!! She even said herself "Short is cute, not sexy". But then there's still Lilianna, Victoria, and tons more people who would die for him. Not to mention Emma, that freak.
So here's my emotions (about Nic):
God, why does he have to be so aggravating!! If I tell him not to show anyone a note, I expect him to listen to me!!! He's so perfect and wonderful...

~Bluebird~ ;)