Drowned

Hi.
Yesterday, there waz a major flach flood warning, so channel 7 was using Wheaton high as their broadcast station, so the program was canceled. I had to go to my mom's work. Booring. Now it's at Blair high.
I had an interesting and wonderful dream. Aftercare, was at an indoor pool and it was late afternoon, and I was playing with Cassy and Zoe, when I started to drown. It wasn't scary or anything, but I could c the light with bubbles and I had this weird feeling. Cassy and Zoe tried to save me, and a bunch more ppl were about to jump in, when Nic came and was like "If anyone's gonna save her, it'll be me!" then he jumped in and rescued me. And was so sad when I woke up, that it was all a dream. The fact that I'll never c him again has got me drowned.

~Stellaluce~

I'm free!!!

HI!
I have so much 2 tell every1!!! I cant post at home cuz my parents wont let me till I clean my room *makes puking face*. Anyway, so I'm in this summer programm, and I'm taking law & order and Web design. I already designed my page, so I'm here. And law is kinda fun. On Friday, we're gonna do a real crime scene, with fingerprint tracing and everything! Ok. This place is real cool. A few ppl from my ms r here like Mykayla, Kayla, Charnickah, etc. But on the good side, Nova, Meredith and Taryn r here! Taryn's in my web class and she's right next 2 me! We've become friends now which is good cuz she's rilly nice.
I got my pictures develorped from the underwater camera and the regular one. The pis r soo cool! Lexi took 3 pics o Nic 4 me. They're ok. AND she took 2 of Storm, Temple and Alex B., which I have NO IDEA y. When I finish my room, and I can use the computer at home, I scan them and show u guyz.
O yea, I got rid of my retainer yesterday. I'm getting braces on the top. Whoopy. They put a spacer in yesterday, but it fell out already, so I'm getting braces sooner then I thought.
G2g finish my web page! Ta~ta!

~Stellaluce~

Bunny wabbits

OMG!!! Here's a pic of my baby Nic!

Hi.
Like the picture I got of Nic? Click on it 2 c it bigger! I'm real happy with it.
2day at riding, I had Dutchess and she waz ok. Liz, the instructor in training dat helped teach da lesson got her own class now. Der waz a small class 2day, just me and Rachel and Nancy, my instructor. We had a ground lesson but we took a short walk out side after and Dutchess saw Millie (a dog who lives @ Reddemeade), and got rilly spooked and ran. Strange. But Nancy said I'm getting a lot better and that Intermediate might b coming soon 4 me. Yipee! But ders more good news 2 come! I did my room 2day.
But here's da good news: I got my report card, and I got all A's and B's, so my parents r gonna get me 2 wabbits in August after we go to Europe. So we went to da store to look @ dem and ask important info. Da rabbits dey got der r so adorable! I dont think I can wait all summer!

~Silverstar~

Same diffrence

Dear loyal readers,
Today I left da beach and everything is back 2 normal. Or so it would seem.
I dont know y, but things feels diffrent. I feel slightly mad at Lexi. I feel like I cant truly trust any of my friends. Like if something rilly big were to happen to me, I couldn't rilly rely on any of them for help. Exept "lil Lee lee". Thank u so much Lee lee, I rilly feel. . . how do u call it... good? Happy?

~Silverstar~

Am I depserate or wut?

Hey guyz.
Penguine and FL: I asked u wut u guyz wanted, but since u no tell me, u no get nutting.
Good news for every1 else: I got u something! It's not much cuz u guyz didn't ask 4 anything either. But since ur all part of LACE...
Here, I've seen a lot of people dat remind me of ppl at my school. Here r some X-amples: Sparkles, Sean, Mr. Martinez, Austin, Shelley, Gloria, etc. And in da waves, far out, one dat looked like Nic. I thought it might be him, cuz he rilly looked like Nic from da back. So after a while, I gatherd up my courage and went far out into da waves, just to c if it was him. But of course it wasn't. He had 2 big a nose 2 be Nic. Too fat, also.
But it's really fun at low-tide (which is at 1:15 today), cuz there's these sandbars where da waves only come to ur toes, and u can go farther out. This may seem stupid, but since I ever started going in the water (when I was 9), I pretended dat I was a horse. No clue y. This year I'm "Cobalt the stubborn pony" lol. I think it gives me inspiration to write a book. Stupid as it sounds.
This whole trip would have been more fun if one of my friends had come. Maybe next year.

~Silverstar~

Low tide in 15...

OMG, you guyz r never gonna beleive this...I'm at da beach!!!
Yup, we got here yesterday. I just had beakfast and now we're at an "internet cafe", where there's these whole buncha computers that they rent to people for $2 for 10 minutes. Low tide in 15 minutes, so I gotta make this quick. THIS PLACE IS SO COOL!!!! I'm gonna be here for a whole week, so everybody tell me wut you want me 2 get u! And not nw, maybe not even this week, but when you least expet it *suspence theme*. . . You'll be getting a postcard from me!
So get ready, get set... and...
So long, sukerz!

~Beach bunny~

PS- sorry 4 calling u guyz suckerz all da time. But it's fun; try it!

I feel successful

And for the first time, I feel lucky.
Sup.
At riding 2day, we went to the lower cross-country ring. I was on Radar and there were only 2 more other ppl in my lesson. We had a sub instructor. It felt like the shortest hour in my life (felt only like 20 minutes). It was pretty fun. I was cool with the crossrails, but I had never done straight bar jumps before, so I wasn't great at them.
I downloaded a pic of Nic I found on the LMS website, and I've started a "Nic binder". It's got his pic on the front and there's some pics I drew of us inside, and the book I made of him. It rocks! I'm leaving for the beach on Monday.
Boooored.

~Silverstar~

Harvest moon and such

Hi guyzez.
Ever since school ended (2 days ago), I've gone to Melnie's house and cried myslef to sleep<-- but I'll touch up on that l8er. See, Melanie's mom used 2 be my babysitter (Mel is 15 y). So after her mom got a new job (last summer), she's been my babysitter. But I preffer to call her my friend (although we r paying her). She's really nice and goes to Blaire high. We did stuff and I played Harvest moon on her game cube.
Not much happened 2day.
I already miss Nic. I mean, it's only been 3 dayz, but I know I'll never c him anymore. Sigh.

~Silverstar~

Also, I'd like to welcome a new member to my blog: Sparlkez! Formerly Lee-lee.

Never ever ever

Hey.
Last day. Hmm, where 2 begin... PE. Banana and I are friends again. We spent the whole class in the dining room. Talking with this other girl (who I dont have a nickname 4 and fail to mention her name). It was cool. I think Nic glanced at me a few times. In social studies, we hung out and signed yearbooks. Same 4 english. I had lunch in reading. It was free seating in the caffeteria, so I sat with Via, sparkles, and Lexi (I'm giving some people new names). Of course, Nic sat with Grady but was surrounded by girls.
After school, when every1 was saying goodbye, Nic looked like he was about 2 cry. Wow. Aftercare took us 2 Dave n' Busters. It was ok, but not amazigly fun. The last time I might ever see Lexi.
I'm in a very depressed state of mind right now. Up till now I didn't realize that I'll never c Him again. I refused to accept that fact. But I'll never c him again! Never ever ever.

PAR-TAYYY!!!

Hiiii!
I'm like totally grossed out right now cuz my parents r watching Indianna Jones and this guy like totally turned into a skeleton the nasty way.
ANNNYWAYYYY. . . . PAR-TAY!
Pool party!
We had so much fun! We were with Jasmine, Via, Leanna and sometimes Lexi. We hurled Via into Austin and he fell under water and we were all laughing, but we swam away so fast! I spent some time stalking Nic. He barely even got in! But I forgot about him most of the time. SSOOO AAWWEESSOOMMEE! ! ! !
2morow's last day! Yyyeah! Sad... but... Whoo hoo! Yeah! I beat all yall suckerz! Ha! Hahahaha! *LAUGHS INSANELY*

~Silverstar~

PS-HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!

OOOMMGGGGG!!!!!!!

OH MY GOD, oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my gooodddd!!!!!
WWWWWOOOOOOOOOWWWWWW! ! ! ! ! ! !
O- - - k - - - trying 2 calm down now.
So we spent practically the whole day just sittin, hangin. Then we got our yearbooks.
Wow. They used the 1st pictures, so u could c how much we grew. And guess who grew the most: NIC!!!! He looked like a toddler!!! Hahahahahahahaha! He was in a bunch of the candid pics, though (his normal self), so I'll have something good to remember him by. But still, hahahahaha!!!!!
Well, Lexi asked him to sign my yearbook 4 me (I was hiding behind Maria), so (she says) he looked around 4 me, then walked right passed me! Fortunately, I was signing Maria's, so whew! He wrote "HAGS. -Nic" and clouded it in. But in the awards ceremony, I sat an aisle diagonal from him with Via, and he kept looking around at me every few minutes. I got creeped out! Lexi said that when I was called up, he was clapping (I'm not sure I beleive that). But with every1 else expet Carlos, he didn't clap. I got an award from Mrs. Brewer, Ms. Dorsey and 4 being on the honor roll all 4 quarters. Nic didn't get called up at all! That's hilarious! His parents were there, though. I saw them.
My mom said that Grady's (Nic's right hand boy) parents used to go dancing with them!!!! WOW!
2morow's pool party!!! I'm exited and nervous- wut at he keeps on looking at me? wut if he is surrounded by girls? wut if Mr. Fuggitti wears swim shorts???
Will these questions ever be answered? Actually, they will be 2morow!

~Silverstar~

My future's black.

It's black. Completely black. I'll never c him again after Wednesday. I'm gonna die. It's not worth it. Goodbye evry1. This might b my final post...






Did u really beleive that????? Wow! Yall ppl r so stupid! I mean, the 1st 4 sentences r true, but I'm not gonna CS! I would never! Not for some ugly jerk a--! I HATE HIM!!!!!!!! AARRRRHHH!!! Although he is completely perfect and wonderful...
Dont get me started.
I went to the Maryvale ES reunion. It was pretty nice. Joseph has SO changed! He is like - wow. It was good seeing every1 again. Maddy, Penguine, Lemonade. You hve 2 admit, it wasn't even so horrible seeing Hope. Then again...

I just thought of an interesting question- wut would u do if the world ended 2morow? I know wut I would do. . .

Heh heh heh. . .

Refuge

Sup.
I dont usually say dat, but I just feel like it.
At riding 2day, we went for a trail ride, and I had Fritz, but Nancy was on Bart at the end of the line (Bart's this really big horse, as big as Caramel). It was fun, but what ever came at head leingth (i hve no clue how 2 spell it), Fritz would snag, so once, he snagged a whole tree branch and he carried it through half the ride, like a prize. He was fun, though.
My dad invited pple from his work over to look at his train. It was nice, cuz they were mostly nice (cept 4 da kidz), but sometimes I just had to sneek inside my refuge. I a made a book of Nic from my old science notebook. It's called "The Nic Wienfeld book". Lol.
Only 3 more dayz of skool! Kinda sad, its a mixed blessing. I'm kinda fraid of da pool party. Dont no y.

~Silverstar~

PS-Nic rocks!

Austin is gay and ugly

Rrr. Hi.
In math, we were signing each other's folders, and I finally got Nic to sign mine and he wrote "U rock. -Nic", but on Kimberly's he wrote "Austin is gay and ugly". He desperate over her, he is.

Guess what:

I
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Nic!!!

I
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NIC!!!!!

My day

Hullo.
Today was the devils day, but it was also my day cuz its 6-6-06, and 6 is my fav #. Here are some Xamples of things I did 2day:
poured ice water over Lexi's head, dragged Lexi down the hall, fake cried, real cried, caught fresh blueberries in my mouth (if possible), ran around Mr. Fuggitti but most important of all, lost a friend. Lemme Xplain.
BTW-In perspectives, I performed my piece!
Lexi and I still think Via lykes some1. During science, She had given Shelly a calculator note, and when Lexi, one of her best friends, started reading it, she Xploded. We think she told shelly that she still lykes Nic. But she wouldn't tell us, Oh No! I told her didn't I? Even when I did, she said "I know, it was obvious. I made u tell me". And when Maria wanted 2 b her friend again, she told me "I wanted her 2 come 2 me". I am SO tired of her acting higher than the rest of us. And if she cared about Maria's friendship (WHICH she DID), she would hve gone to her cuz she cared!
Anyway, At lunch, she came 2 me and waz like "Is Lexi mad at us?" and I was like "we're both mad at u" and Lexi and I were having a conversation, and so we didn't want to talk to her so we kindly pushed her away. Then in math, we chose our seats (I sat in Nic's area :P) and she sat behind me. When I tried to talk 2 her like normal, she completely ignored me! Then at aftercare, she sabotaged Leanna onto her side. Lexi and I stayed under the bleachers. Then there was this big fighting match and of course Mr. Rich had 2 butt in. Now Via and Leanna are totally pissed at us, and they're 2 of my best friends! 2 bad!
at least I still got Lexi (and Frozen Lemonade and chicken nugget [penguine, ur a good friend but not a close 1])! Thank u guyz!

~Silverstar~

Check it!

Lexi

Hello.
During the weekend, I had left my book at school. I bearly survived without it! But I found it today. It's a life saver; I LOVE that book! At lunch, Lexi kept on teasing me about Nic. Hmmph! At aftercare, Lexi and I played truth or dare (more like dare), and here were some dares we came up with: "Go to the construction man and say 'I'm really proud of you. I really appreciate the work you're doing here'" or "Go up the the janitor lady and say 'Please! Please can I take home a trash can!'" or "Tell Mr. Rich his shoes smell good" or "Tell Alex you had a big baby and named it after him" or (this one Leanna did) "Bite into an apple and say 'Mmm! This is so good!' while he's looking". It was so fun. Then when Lexi left, Leanna was rating people in my last year's year book, seeing who was ugly, looked popular, etc.
I love my book! My new motto is "A book is a girl's best friend" (cough,cough,notadiamond,cough)

~Silverstar~

*shudders*

Hi.
I'm disgusted at the moment. Tell u in a sec.
Today, I went to CVS and got an underwater camera fo the pool party (Lexi, lol).
My brother was just here. He told us at dinner that on Friday, he was driving down 95 at 80 mph (pretty speedy), when he went into another lane, and his car ran right over a dead deer and made the most disgusting sound. He pulled over to look under his car and blood was dripping from it. So he went to a car wash and when he looked under it again, a hunk a' meat fell. Now there's flies buzzing around it. *Shudders* The perfect story for the dinner table, huh.
I'm so sad cuz there's only 1 and a half more weeks of school. No more Nic, but more importantly, no more Lexi. They're not going to this school next year. And since Nic bearly notices me now, he'll be sure to forget about me *SOB*. But Lexi says she's gonna take a pic of him and get me his e-mail (THANK YOU LEXI!!!).
On American top 40, Sean Paul made #4! Bet u want him now, dont you? Well he's all mine :P

~Silverstar~

PS-wut dyu guyz think of my pic?

Caramel

Hi!
Forgot 2 post yesterday, srry.
Anyhoo, at riding, I had a Caramel, this big Belguim cross. She could've put the whole ring to good use, but instead she was packed in with 6 other horses, including Kitty, Jake, Dutchess, and Zack. Riding her was kinda like driving a hummer-limo (not that I would know), but she took up a lot of space, and a few times when she was in back of Zack and she was way too close, she would nudge his butt foward with her nose. And he moved without hesitation. It was kinda funny. One of the buckles on her bridle had dug into her skin and made a cut, so she was acting kinda parranoid. But she was good. We did trotting poles. She's a really sweet horse, but hard to steer.
After riding, my dad and mom and I went to a coin show and walked around town. I had (accidentally) left my wallet on a bench before dinner and when I came back to get it, it was gone. It was a nice wallet too. But we went in the store across the street, and they said they had it, and everything was in it! How lucky. -

~Moonshine~

Ughh, I cant STAND this!!!!

Hi.
There was the dance today and Nic went! I did too. These girls all formed a circle around him and he danced. He looked crazy! Kind of. I cant really explain it. Then he did this sort of bootie shake-ish thingie, and I ran. It was so overwhelming; him being so completely adorable and perfect, yet so out of reach! I mean, there was a whole crowd of girls that would go out with him anyday and are popular. And he barely even looks at me, let alone talks to be. He's not even going to this school next year. I dont want to like him, he's causing me so much emotional trouble, but I cant help it. And even when I was doing that Bluebird thing, he just had to show every single note to Kimberly and all those jerks, didn't he! She's going out with Austin, get over her!!! She even said herself "Short is cute, not sexy". But then there's still Lilianna, Victoria, and tons more people who would die for him. Not to mention Emma, that freak.
So here's my emotions (about Nic):
God, why does he have to be so aggravating!! If I tell him not to show anyone a note, I expect him to listen to me!!! He's so perfect and wonderful...

~Bluebird~ ;)

The Downpour

Heyyy.
I'll just write for yesterday.
It's raining!!! I had a make-up lesson with Steve on Bob. Steve, is pretty unforgiving and impatient. Bob, on the other hand... It started off pretty bad. It was raining really really hard, and Steve was like "I think were gonna have an outdoor lesson." And we did. We were soaked by the time it stopped raining (10 minutes l8er) but then it was hot again. The lesson started off pretty bad for me. Things I would usually do with Nancy (my instructor) were like "what the heck do you think your doing???". But then I caught on pretty fast and it went really well. He hardly had to talk to me. We cantered, trotted, learned this trotty exersice that makes you hurt. But Bob was good. We were doing 1 person canter while the others walk, so that was fine. But then we did 1 person canter while the others trot, so as soon as Toby started to canter, Bob took off as well. On the way home, it rained so hard. I opened my car door to get out and slammed it shut for a while.

~Moonshine~