Last post:: It's just who I am

I’ve tried. I’ve tried and I’ve tried and I’ve tried.
What is it about me?
It’s just who I am.
Why can’t you take me?
I’m not that different.
I’m individual.
Unique.
I’m myself,
Just like everyone should be.
But no matter how I try,
My tears
Never dry.
I used to wet my bed
But now every night
I wet my pillow
Instead.
I can’t perform
The impossible task
But why should I,
When u never even tried?
“Because I have to”
I keep telling myself
But no.
I wont stand for it anymore
If you don’t like who I am
Than that’s your own problem.
Cause I’m done trying.
I’ve tried my best.
And was it good enough?
No.
No.
No.
Just not good enough.
You want to change me,
Break me
Or leave me in the dust
Do what you please;
I’ll be on your conscience.
Can you live with that?
Or are you just another
Black hearted
Murderer

Carrot soup

Today at riding I had Soupy. He was great!

Ok so here's the deal. Im not gonna post for 1 week, and I want to get up to 50 comments on this post! I will take on the impossible. So any1 reading this blog, even if idk u, comment plz! also, no BS comments. they have 2 b at least 5 words long.
Can we do the impossible?

crap week

i have like such a shitty week, i dont feel like writing it. all I can say is that elizabeth (both of them) u guys were SUCH HELPS! god!
Heres my baby. she getting good w/ Choppin.
Wat should i call her? how bout Chinka?

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At riding today, I had MIKE! Yay! We did stuff w/o stirrups, which was hard (for me). Also, the wind was murderous. Then I helped in the intro with Jake, and he was being so sweet! He actually moved!
I also got a new bunny today. I dont know a name for her yet... maybe Dusk.

Thnk you, o Mr. King, for this lovely day off!

Blag ack choke choke. I have my huge Spanish exams tomorrow. Choke. Not much else to say... exept, I'm writing a book thats gonna rok all ur sox off, and I just finished the first 3 books in the PRIVATE series. They=awesome.

"Bush is" sounds like "Bullshit". I just realized that. Maha.

Yesterday I watched Step Up. It's pretty good. Wierdish, but good. Also I wacthed Borat. U know how they didn't actually use real actors (besides Borat and his friends and Pam A.), the ppl around them thot it was real, so a bucna ppl r suing them now. Maha. It was funny tho. Ha.
At riding, I had Fritz! Yay! If you look at him up close, his coat is really beautiful. He was great at cantering, but when we did the three one-strides, his weight fell into his fore-legs after the first jump and the second 2 were kinda screwy. But he's just a big horse is all. And love him so much! ¡Me quiero el caballo grande porque es Fritzo!

Battle of the Century!!!

Hey.
Riding today was ok, Fee was in our lesson, and I was on Radar. We were working on our canering leads, and lord knows, Radar is the wrong horse to do that on. Or maybe I just suck.
Then, when I came home, I had an epic battle with my M&M bag. I tried and tried to open it, and I bravely battled with it, and it was a never ending war. But in the end, I just got annoyed and got my scissors.

Like Omigod!

*sets purse on floor before striking dramatic pose*
Today was ok. In 8th pd, ppl were toking on n on, so after a while when it finally quieted, Marcus was still tokin, and Mr Castro was like "MARCUS!!!" at the top of his lungs. Then he gave Marcus a verbal whippin. And I quote, "Back in my country (Mexico), when some1 is disrespectful, we put our fist in their face. But I'm not gonna do that. You no y? Cuz your face isn't worth my fist." wow. Now I do like Mr. Castro, but when he said "I have a great personallity, and a extrordinary sense of humor, but if you cross me the wrong way..." well, I wouldn't push it to the extremes. Although Mr. castro is an awesome teacher, if you go up to him and say "I didn't get the paper" (or w/e), he'll be like "I dont care".
In black saga, I suck. We have an in-school competition on Feb 13, and the creator of the whole thing will be there. I'm nervous, cuz I'll be up against Aliyah and leanna. I bet I'll lose *sob, sob*. I really want 2 g2 the all-school competition, though! I'll have 2 study... A LOT.